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I haven't made a single post in a very long time!!! It's not that I haven't had anything to say, it's just that college makes me so sad (but not in a sad way, more like in a lazy way). I don't really enjoy any of the things I usually enjoy because my brain is all like "YOU SHOULD BE DOING SOMETHING IMPORTANT" even if I don't have anything important to do. Anywhooo.
Interesting updates, a week or three ago, Julio followed me on Instagram! I woke up in the morning to a shit ton of notifications from Instagram (damn you group chats) and his follow request was right in the midst of all of messages. I did like four double takes!! This can't be real?? Oh but it is! But it's not like he posts or anything. Lame. What's the point of even having an instagram then? Oh well, at least he follows me.
On another note, there's this one guy in one of my writing classes that is just my type. Writing classes are typically very small at my university. I think we have a total of 20 students, which is a huge jump in contrast between last semester's macro class of 500 people.We all sit at his long rounded table, and he sits just across from me. I haven't actually talked to him though. Once we were in a discussion group together, and we talked but not directly to each other. Today when class ended, we ended up on the same elevator. It was kinda awkward.... I honestly really wanted to say something, but I couldn't find the guts to speak up. I already told Yahira that I REALLY want to ask him for his Instagram before the semester is over and I never see him again. The thing is I'm like deathly afraid of rejection. What if I ask him and he's like," I have a girlfriend!" Or even worse, he doesn't and he just doesn't want to talk to me!!! I really need to grow some balls, because the semester ends next month and my professor for that class isn't going to hold class after Thanksgiving break so we don't have much time! Or maybe a miracle will happen and he asks me out..... Yeah, doubt that.
A lot of things happened during my break from journaling on here but I'm a bit too lazy to write it all down/I've low-key forgotten about them. Guess I'll journal about them if they matter to current matters.
Interesting updates, a week or three ago, Julio followed me on Instagram! I woke up in the morning to a shit ton of notifications from Instagram (damn you group chats) and his follow request was right in the midst of all of messages. I did like four double takes!! This can't be real?? Oh but it is! But it's not like he posts or anything. Lame. What's the point of even having an instagram then? Oh well, at least he follows me.
On another note, there's this one guy in one of my writing classes that is just my type. Writing classes are typically very small at my university. I think we have a total of 20 students, which is a huge jump in contrast between last semester's macro class of 500 people.We all sit at his long rounded table, and he sits just across from me. I haven't actually talked to him though. Once we were in a discussion group together, and we talked but not directly to each other. Today when class ended, we ended up on the same elevator. It was kinda awkward.... I honestly really wanted to say something, but I couldn't find the guts to speak up. I already told Yahira that I REALLY want to ask him for his Instagram before the semester is over and I never see him again. The thing is I'm like deathly afraid of rejection. What if I ask him and he's like," I have a girlfriend!" Or even worse, he doesn't and he just doesn't want to talk to me!!! I really need to grow some balls, because the semester ends next month and my professor for that class isn't going to hold class after Thanksgiving break so we don't have much time! Or maybe a miracle will happen and he asks me out..... Yeah, doubt that.
A lot of things happened during my break from journaling on here but I'm a bit too lazy to write it all down/I've low-key forgotten about them. Guess I'll journal about them if they matter to current matters.
