Dec. 7th, 2024

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how lonely I feel. I've been so caught up with work and school that I completely forgot I'm so lonely. Damaris called me to complain about her new situationship, hope all goes well for her on that end, but I asked her when she was coming back to Austin to hang out. She said probably not until Christmas.

I mean I don't blame her. She has her own apartment, roommates, and friends over there. And Gamma has to stay and work to cover rent, so he's not coming back until Christmas too.

I guess I just feel left behind. I still live at home and never moved away for college, and still haven't managed to make any friends on campus. I wish I somebody, anybody. I have Yahira, but sometimes it feels like maybe she doesn't want to cross a line with me, can't really explain it very well.

Maybe I'm just especially sad because Damaris texted me planning exactly what we were going to do when she comes back, and I guess I just thought she was coming back really soon. I got my hopes up. Oh well, gonna have to stop crying so I can focus on studying :/.

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