Farewell Summer
Aug. 16th, 2024 09:31 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
leriaI hung out with Gama and Damaris (again), for the last time this summer.
We were supposed to go with Mora, but he stopped answering. He was reading all of our messages but he didn't text back when I asked him again if he still wanted to hang out today. I"m more than a little worried about him, he was basically dropped form the main friend group earlier this summer, but me and Damaris thought that we should at least hang out with him one last time since he technically did nothing wrong.
If you're wondering what he did, Gama has a serious issue with his drug use (not that I necessarily care as long as he's sober when driving me around), Paula has an issue with him liking her, and everyone else just doesn't like having out with him because of the awkwardness.
You can't really help who you like, and he is one of the only people who doesn't judge on the whole Julio thing, and Damaris is just a nice person so we wanted to hang out with him. But we still had a lot of fun, even without him.
I had to pick up Gama from his house since he lived a bit far away from any bus stop, and when we got to my house we walked to the bus stop and rode it to Pluckers. The three of us ate in silence, and I'm mentioning this because I feel like eating in silence and being okay with it is the best indication of how comfortable you are with people.
We then rode another bus to the park, and bought some ice cream and hung out until the sun set. We didn't talk about much, but we also talked about everything.
I'm really going to miss them while they're gone, but they're back like almost every weekend.
Weirdly enough, I don't feel all that sad about them leaving back to San Antonio. Last year, I was a mess. You couldn't stop me from crying all day and night, but I glad I'm not sad anymore. I feel really secure in my friendships, there is nothing that can really tear us a part.
Actually.... Talking about tearing us a part. At Pluckers, the topic of cheating came up, and Gama said that if Damaris or I ever cheated on our boyfriends (which we don't have) he would cut contact with us. What??? I had no idea he had such a strong moral standing when it came to cheating. Or maybe me and Damaris are just bad people because I would not give a single fuck if Damaris ever cheated on someone, and she feels the same way. Like, yes she cheated, people make mistakes!!! "You're acting like we're cheating on you!" Damaris yelled, and Gama just stood his ground while calling us heathens.
Whatever, not like I have a boyfriend to cheat on. And I would never cheat, I just want to know that friends would still be friends with me if I did. Now I know Gama wouldn't.
We were supposed to go with Mora, but he stopped answering. He was reading all of our messages but he didn't text back when I asked him again if he still wanted to hang out today. I"m more than a little worried about him, he was basically dropped form the main friend group earlier this summer, but me and Damaris thought that we should at least hang out with him one last time since he technically did nothing wrong.
If you're wondering what he did, Gama has a serious issue with his drug use (not that I necessarily care as long as he's sober when driving me around), Paula has an issue with him liking her, and everyone else just doesn't like having out with him because of the awkwardness.
You can't really help who you like, and he is one of the only people who doesn't judge on the whole Julio thing, and Damaris is just a nice person so we wanted to hang out with him. But we still had a lot of fun, even without him.
I had to pick up Gama from his house since he lived a bit far away from any bus stop, and when we got to my house we walked to the bus stop and rode it to Pluckers. The three of us ate in silence, and I'm mentioning this because I feel like eating in silence and being okay with it is the best indication of how comfortable you are with people.
We then rode another bus to the park, and bought some ice cream and hung out until the sun set. We didn't talk about much, but we also talked about everything.
I'm really going to miss them while they're gone, but they're back like almost every weekend.
Weirdly enough, I don't feel all that sad about them leaving back to San Antonio. Last year, I was a mess. You couldn't stop me from crying all day and night, but I glad I'm not sad anymore. I feel really secure in my friendships, there is nothing that can really tear us a part.
Actually.... Talking about tearing us a part. At Pluckers, the topic of cheating came up, and Gama said that if Damaris or I ever cheated on our boyfriends (which we don't have) he would cut contact with us. What??? I had no idea he had such a strong moral standing when it came to cheating. Or maybe me and Damaris are just bad people because I would not give a single fuck if Damaris ever cheated on someone, and she feels the same way. Like, yes she cheated, people make mistakes!!! "You're acting like we're cheating on you!" Damaris yelled, and Gama just stood his ground while calling us heathens.
Whatever, not like I have a boyfriend to cheat on. And I would never cheat, I just want to know that friends would still be friends with me if I did. Now I know Gama wouldn't.
